demo 2017


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drums & bass recorded at suckerpunch studio
all gits & vocals recorded at hybrid moments studio
mix & master by steffen bajorat in may 2017
all songs & lyrics by marisolv



released May 25, 2017



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Toxic Tape Records Bad Hersfeld, Germany

d.i.y. record label, est. 2012

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Track Name: dirteater
Reach out your hand, there’s no flower, just frozen grass, reach out your heart towards the sun, there is nothing left, to lay down your empty soul!

you are eating dirt! you’re my testament! we are final friends for sure!

I can cross 1000 railways, I can sail 1000 storms! razors and toxic pills, nothing kills me!
Track Name: no light to see
wake up and lift your head! wake up, cause we can't hear you!

this time its too much, unwanted, stuck in time
we can see you. and we know that you are there.
every thought. and every step of your way.

feels like a needle! right into your spine!

sometimes we loose ourself. there's no light to see!
apart of what! we never want to be!
pure life worth living, no death in sight, no road untraveled.
no reason to be hide!!!

this time it’s too much, wasted hope and toxic love!
it’s so easy to stop, breath, and jump.
but it’s much harder to step back into life!

we want you back!!!
we want you to make it real.
every single of your dreams!
Track Name: the siren
we are fighting every single day, and with every single step!
we are crying, blinded by better days, dejected by false ideals!
why can’t you see that?!

trembling hands! panicked eyes and gasping throats!
hearts misdirected! revolution beaten down!
warning sirens through bloodred skies!

we’re the vanguards! of a crumbling world! We’ve lost all our grace these days!
remember our burning hearts, replaced with rusted steel!
all our burning hearts replaced!
fear the siren! hold tight to your dreams! fear the siren!

willing for change, unable to move, we are all chained on machines to defend the fuel!
we’re stumbling forward through burning tides, led by sirens! powerless to decide!

we’re crying
we’re fighting
we’re blinded

every single day, every single step of our way! why can’t we see that?
please tell me why can’t we see that?